Feeling a bit Guilty!!

So yesterday morning...(10*04*11) Ryder's fever spiked to 100.6! Normally when this happens he gets sick...doesn't matter what time of year it is.he just gets sick..and we spend the day snuggling and watching movies and resting!! Well yesterday his body had a different plan..i had to call him out of school! 

The Joys of having a child in school!! we were so excited when he got into this program that it didn't even DAWN on us that kids are main germ carriers...and they get sick more frequently when they are in contact with several other children daily!!

 

GEEZ I'm such and awesome parent *cough*

So I spent the day checking on and feeling his head and body, taking his temp and letting him rest!! Poor boy slept on and off all day!! 

And of course what is the first thing that popped into my mind....

Lovely its going to be a long night because he is going to sleep all day and then want to be up all night!! 

*NICE another moment im not proud very proud of!*

So great thats 2 strikes....not even in 24 hours!!!! 

By this point I had to get ready for work..and get ready to head out!! He was of course asleep again and I didnt get to hold him for a few min to give him some love!

I checked on him a few times threw out the evening, but nothing major! Got alot of the hes fine..or he still has a fever! also got i dont know if he will be able to go to school again tomorrow..because his temp is still spiked!! 

Alright Little buddy, If I have to keep you home again tomorrow it is what it is, but I REALLY hope you are feeling better!! I would truly hate it if I had to keep him home from school 2 days in a row!! 

So last Night when I got home from work, I went to his room to check on him!! Take his temp, change his diaper, and put a shirt on him..i woke him!! 

his temp at this time was 100.0!! (so it had gone down some..mind you i dont know what it was while i was at work) 

*But there is STRIKE 3 For the day!!  just LOVELY! I deserve to be fired.*

at least i think i deserve to be!!  

So i went to be feeling a bit guilty...of course non of this was in my control!!

This morning when he woke up and I walked down to his room to get him ready for school he looked right at me and said, " MOMMY I LOVE YOU!!" 

That made all the feeling guilty for everything from the day before go away!!! 

He went to school this morning and was feeling 100% better!! he was running around the house and acting like 48 hours of energy was bottled inside of him!!

Now I am praying that Saydi and I dont Catch it!!!